Monday, August 6, 2018

What happened to my blogs

August 6, 2018 I wrote at least two blogs about writing, but they aren't appearing here. I don't know why. Ah, I see why. This is my art blog not my writing blog. (Keep it straight will you.) There isn't anything happening in my art world so I haven't posted here in a while. Meanwhile in writing world, there is plenty that has happened. I'm working on a contemporary, inspirational romance novel that seems to be creeping along at a snails pace. Need to have more time in the seat with hands on keyboard and less time in the seat playing on the computer or checking email, etc. Outside, it is raining with sounds of thunder rumbling. Such a nice sound. We've needed the rain.

Sunday, May 27, 2018

Stuck in Writing World

May 28, 2018 So I'm stuck in writing world and have been for months. What used to come as a downpour has become a trickle. Two days ago I wrote 400 plus words. I was so thrilled. I feel like I'm walking on ice--afraid to take the next step because it may lead to a fall, but how will I know it will cause me to fall unless I take that step and inch my way along? Writing like this--scared writing--is not fun. I need to get back to the story, but am afraid. Fear is keeping me from writing and the thrill of discovery. In the meantime, I'm working on a revision of a work that was edited by Laurie Kuna of Mid-Michigan Romance Writers Association. She gave me very good feedback. I feel like I need to go eat something--just don't want to deal with this feeling of fear of writing and all it entails.

Sunday, February 11, 2018


Has it really been two years since I posted here on my blog? Goodness gracious! Time does fly whether or not one is having fun. As an artist, I find myself at a loss for creating art. I'm much better at buying it now and am putting other artist's work on my walls. My most recent acquisition was from Thimgan Hayden, a realist painter from Michigan. I bought "Winter Colors" from her. It is a work she painted looking out the dinning room window in her home. Thank you Thimgan Hayden for creating such beautiful work. It gives me much joy to look at it each day. Well, I started this blog with the title of Writing and have yet to talk about that. For the past two years I've been working on writing romances. It has been fun. No, I'm not published as of yet. Now I find with this latest work that I am stuck. I'm trying to write a Christian romance and have hit a spot where one of my characters has rejected the other's love proposal. Well that threw me for a loop and I haven't recovered as of yet. There are so many other excuses I could use as to why I am stuck, but this one seems as good as any. A writer friend asked me how much time I'm spending in front of the computer screen with this work. Not enough. I'm a panster--writing by the seat of my pants. I don't plot out my work first and so now that I'm facing a wall in my writing instead of looking to the left and right to see a way around the wall I'm left facing it, wondering how I got there and what to do. I wish there was an easy answer to my dilemma. There is one. Reread what I've written thus far and go from there. Ah and now the excuses. I have a headache. I really do and just don't want to put that much effort into what I'm writing right now...and so it goes.

Friday, February 6, 2015

So Long Art

It's been so long since I've created any art. Do I still consider myself an artist? Should I still consider myself an artist? Art is not my sole profession. I have a day job with the State of Michigan, which I love. A good income and lack of pressure contributed to my lack of desire for creating art. My life is not in tormoil. I am comfortable. I have no need to express myself because of this perpetual comfort. I don't wish to be uncomfortable in order to reignite my creative spark. For now, I'll bask in comfort and not worry about producing anything visually creative. I have started back writing. For now, writing is enough creativity for me.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Throwing Art Away

To throw away or not to throw away...When art is so bad there is no recourse but to throw it away. Back some months ago, how long--I have no idea, I hung up a white sheet of 20"x30" pastel paper on my dinning room wall, taped off the outside so the paper would stay on the wall and so I could create a border on the finished piece. I started with a plain brown planter, added a half moon red table on which the pot sat. That's as far as the painting went for months. I didn't like the pot. It was too brown, too plain, too whatever. I should have added the flowers first and then put in the pot between the leaves and petals. Too late now. Such a nagging little thought, but it haunted me. Each day I walked by the painting on my way to the kitchen and out the door for work. After a while I successfully ignored the painting; actually forgot about it until one day inspiration hit and I tried to add some blue and grey flowers above the pot to soften it a bit. No good. Surveying my work from across the room I was disappointed. The blue and grey flowers on top of the brown pot now resembled an ice cream cone. Ugh!! Where had my creativity gone? Had it been bested by a brown pot? It certainly seemed so. Weeks, months went by and again a spark of inspiration came. This time I would cover my mistake with wedges of bright blue and red. The result was terrible--an insult to the eye. Can art go from worse to much worse? Yes, yes it can and mine did. The painting still hangs in the dinning room, still is purposely ignored. I cannot think of anything that would salvage the painting at this point other than wading it up and throwing it in the garbage. I think it would be best for the sake of my creativity to throw it out. But would throwing it out allow me to forget about it and move on at this point? I hope so.

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Creating Art: What are you doing about it?

So I've hit a long dry spell in creating art. Why create if no one is buying? I don't need to fill my home with paintings waiting to be bought. What about you? What about people who happen upon my blog or who mean to happen upon it because they too are interested in creating art. I understand writers block--being a freelance writer and having worked as a reporter for a local daily. I understand how to break through the writers block barrier (yes, I meant to be redundant for emphasis), but when it comes to creating art, which takes up a lot more space literally how do I break through? How do you? Please share your thoughts on this topic.

I almost turned off the TV (creativity killer) and worked on a couple of pieces I have had in the works since last year. One was the painting I started for my brother when I found out he and his partner were having a committment ceremony last August. It was supposed to be a gift for them. I never told my brother about it because as I was setting down the layers of oil paint on the canvas, which had been wrapped in plastic my brush picked up random cat hairs, which were then embedded into the painting. I'm not sure if the static on the canvas drew the cat hairs into the paint or if my cats had been using the brushes with which to comb their faces.After trying to rub off several cat hairs, I decided to put the project on hold until I could devise a way to deal with all the cat hair. Help! It's too late now because the paint has long since dried and the cat hair is unremovable unless I turpentine the whole thing and start over. I won't be starting over.

Then there is the oil pastel which has been taped to the dinning room wall for at least six months. I can usually finish an oil pastel in one sitting. I wanted it to be a painting of lovely moon-glow roses with plenty of grey and blues in it. I started by drawing the pot that the flowers would be in--a plain brown planter. This was disasterous for me because it killed my creativity. I realized there was no way to hide the pot and I didn't like the pot so I didn't continue. So there it hangs a pot on a red table cloth and plenty of unpainted white paper on the wall. Maybe I should go back to trading cards. I was much better at smaller works and didn't get so overwhelmed.

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Thursday, October 18, 2012

It has been a while since I've posted. Not much is happening in the art world for me. I clicked on the "next blog" link at the top of my page and found an artist's work that I really like. All I remeber is her name is Catherine someone. I thought I saved the link to her site and thought I joined her discussion group, now I cannot find her blog. Oh poop!!

Monday, July 16, 2012

Rain Drop Photos

Such a simple thing--photos of rain drops, but how lovely.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Found Artist Portfolio

Maybe I should not admit this. I thought I dreamed it, but I didn't. It is real. Four months after writing the post about looking for my lost 3'x3.5' artist portfolio, I found it in the front closet. Guess I don't hang up my coat enough. I was tidying the dining room and wanted to hang up my winter coats. I opened the closet door and found the portfolio. I didn't pull it out. I was tidying during a commercial and wanted to get back to the TV quickly.

Taking a break at work, I remembered the what I thought I had dreamed. It wasn't a dream. At last, the lost portfolio has been found. Yeah!